Well.
It's too late for this.
But I'm here and thats that.
3 times tonight, I silently melted down.
I just had small anxiety attacks.
About finals. Getting work done.
I spent all day writing a paper with so many other thoughts consuming me, as in when to start on the next paper, when to get to my other classes.
Oddly enough, I didn't actually break down and physically freak out.
I did get a little teary eyed at one point.
But my freak outs were completely internal and I still feel mostly calm.
I think the highlight of my night was when Daniel called me.
It was really refreshing to hear his voice.
Even if it was just for a second.
For that second, I was just so happy and smiling.
I cannot wait to smile with him in one week.
Tomorrow, I'm going to attend Reality because eeeeeveryoneee insists that I check this place out. And then more essaying. And studying. Deep breaths.
How is it that nobody in my complex has ANY clue that finals are next week? Seriously? Do you guys even go to school here? Unbelievable.
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