I miss Lilo Marie Guzman.

I was so busy today!

Woke up at 5:30am.
Get to starbucks by 6:30.
Study with Alex for about 45 minutes (!!!!!)
Take my COMM midterm.... ugh. I was actually excited about this however, I felt prepared.
Leave early.
Go to bucks again, read some CS Lewis, ran into Phil.
Go home and grab a book for English.
Decide to skip Stats (since I know I'm not going to pass) and take a nap instead.
Wake up: 12:00pm.
Go to English.
Get out and get some Subway.
Meet Megan at the grassy knoll at 2pm.
Go home and run into Leanna.
We come back into my place. Chat.
Leave for class at 4:36pm.
Get to class.
Talks of religion and the battles in the Middle East.
Atheist boy. I wish I could just talk with you.
Feeling like I should say something but of course, I chicken out, in a room full of non believers. UGH.
Get out of class by 5:50.
Decide to go to the gym randomly.
Gym from 6:20-7.
Walk home, shower, quick blow dry.
Meet Sarah Gasca and Lauren for some discipleship time,
get into some deep convos.
The Diana phone call of the night at 9:20.
Lay in bed, facebook consumes me.
About to turn it off,
Nyrie (girl in my COMM class, looks like me but with green eyes, I have a crush on her) texts me that results are up for the midterm!
Fast!
Look at them.
I got a B!
I'm impressed with myself.
Usually, it's a C kinda thing for most students.
She got a C.
I thought I'd get an A, but let's not get too pushy, really.
Text Alex at 10. Tell him to look.
He got a C.
Super bummed.
I tried to build him up,
This was just a fluke! I know you'll do well in this class, it's just a challenge and you're so good at everything you do. Plus I don't think the curve is set yet.
-"I think it's already set."
-No, I think it's at the end of the quarter, anyways... don't be sad, it was such a hard test. You're hearts in this and you'll succeed, just wait and see!
-"Thanks. Goodnight."

How sad. What a sour puss.
I feel bad for the boy.
I'd be sad too!
But I mean shoot, I have to retake stats and I'm pretty sure I reacted a little better than this.
I feel like I made him do poorly because of the studying... :( Ugh.
Well.
Now I'm exhausted.
Work from 9-2 tomorrow.
NO.
I wish I could just bypass those hours.
Lame.
Okay.
I hope Alex doesn't think this is God telling him we shouldn't talk cause I mean, that's not what Gods telling me... so... poop.
Anyways.
Sleep is now.


ahhhhhhhhhlllllllliiiiiilllllooooooo