Usually when I dream of him, its him and another girl or just kind of separated from me. This dream was different. We were both in some random place like Vegas or Palm Springs. We rain into each other once, said hi and didn't have much conversation. The next morning, we see each other again. For some reason, I was in pj's. I hadn't slept the night before. I was at some sleep over function where you don't sleep. Anyways, he immediately approached me and I was apprehensive since I looked so disheveled. As he came closer, I was wondering if he'd hug me and he definitely hesitated. And then we hugged. But he nuzzled in my neck. And then as we pulled away with tears in his eyes. He mentioned something about his friend being gone and how he missed him. I said, it's okay, you'll be there soon and you'll have such a great time. We were talking about the Africa trip. I could tell there was so much inside of him that he wanted to tell me, so much emotion that he had in his heart. But he kept it in and held back. He told me we should talk later about more in detail since I was on my way home and our meeting was by chance.
Friday, April 10, 2009
Golden slumbers fill your eyes.
Why do we dream about people we don't talk to or see or even hear about? Why have I dreamt about him so much? It's unfair to all the other dreams I should be having.
All I know is this. I'm giving my heart to Him. He'll decide which man will have it. And for what its worth, I'm too busy for a boy in my life anyway. So what's the deal?
Posted by MDC at 9:11 AM
1 comments:
ahhh. that is so sad. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. its the worst thing. i wish i could remedy the pain. i think its because you really miss him, thats all. and thats ok.
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