And I bet you're making shells back home for a steady boy to wear.

I'm half sick  with a cold/half in denial. It's great. Also, I'm not sure why but lately I expect so much more for the evenings. I want really spectacular things to come into place whether it be conversation, locations, activities, etc. Nothing goes on. It has the potential to lead to incredible disappointment. I feel like there has to be so much more than sit and watch people play OTL or get drunk at so and so's. I'm SO SICK of it. Even if I had my own house to myself, I'd just surround myself with music and loved ones and that would be enough. How do I get my parents to skip town for a month? Hmm... I think the trick is to expect nothing and become pleasantly surprised. I'm sure this is a precursor to this upcoming year in a different city; a really ridiculously mellow summer to an exciting, riveting school year. I'll take that? Okay.